I feel emptiness, confusion, loathe ,love ,you make me lose my being.
The sight of yourself ignites a burning sensation of hatred that I never thought I ever hard.
You made me vulnerable and susceptible to your beautiful rugged being
I remember at one point I was so consumed in love I knew nothing else, I couldn’t reason and see life without you in it.
It seemed impossible and life altering never an option.
The feelings for you were so strong that a part of me felt like what we shared was constantly a dejavu moment.
Life with you was so much fun. i would smile, laugh more than ever in my existence.
The sense of your voice,surility you brought ,awesomeness was so intoxicating you made me loose breath many a times
Falling for all these lies ,fallacies and the fad makes me feel stupid and immature.
For a moment I envisioned the life we would share ,the laughter ,the tears, the struggles, the shame, and the ultimate joy that would christen our relationship, goodness you were perfect in my eyes.
Arm in arm I felt very lucky ,you were a conquer, a quest for many but I was Spartacus the last man standing if your arena.
We were “the perfect couple” many of our friends would say, strangers ogling with eyes filled with jealousy but we would smile as if it was obvious and inevitable.
The chemistry we had so insyc,so natural, we many times would finish each other sentences, we blended our diverse personalities to a romance with an aura of blended apple, mango, banana juice.
Your smell so pure so refreshing it would normally give me an instant boner, I knew I wanted myself in yourself, the lust of affection was too overwhelming ,you know what we shared.
I made so much sacrifices, even when things were going against us, my strong beliefs and character at times jerpodised for me to make concessions in the sake of protecting love.
You made me loose apart of me which I intend to find back, you made me gushhh….
HOPE YOU FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR….
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